I sit here in this room silently
With the thoughts in my head
The tears falling down my face
The rest I needed to have for roughly
The silence makes me think
Where I possibly could be
And the reliance I needed has me sank.
From the distance online
I got some help on my next move
Of what I have to do best
Stand up and be strong
Even if it pains me to here the voices
I locked up ages ago
Come back to haunt me
They make me think.
They scream in agony to keep me asleep,
Make me rest
Drown out the reliability I once had
In others I trust make me leave
And those from a distance
Become my voice of reason
To whom I should becoming.
Those people whom I thought
Were distant and silent
Or not as reliable have become
The saving grace on whom I
Can help me out to guide me
And are the most reliable sources
I can rely on.
Thank you and I don’t cry often
But you are the kindest strangers
That can help me be ME
When I ran away those demons
And ignorance are now coming back
To having a reason to get myself
Swallow my pride and it is time
To walk on by.